How the Pandemic Has Made Me a Better Parent

This week marked a whole year since restrictions due to Covid-19 came into effect in the UK. During this time my family has been through three lockdowns, multiple periods of self-isolation, and I was poorly with Covid-19 myself. Through all the worries, illness, uncertainty and challenges, the pandemic has changed the way I parent, and it might be a change for the better.

I used to believe I had to take the boys out every day for some sort of activity or class., because I claimed that if they didn’t go out they would be climbing the walls and destroying our house. Or constantly demanding snacks. When the restrictions started the boys were three and one, and both of them full of energy from the instant they woke up. The idea of having to stay in with them in the house all day filled me with dread, because I didn’t think I could fill our day staying home. Turns out we can stay home and be happy and have fun, I just needed to put some thought into what we were going to do. So I turned to a few books and the internet for inspiration and found some great stuff out there. Some the boys weren’t as keen on – if it involved sitting still it was doomed to fail – but we found some amazing games and play ideas that I’d have never stumbled across if I hadn’t been anxiously googling what to do with my two small rascals.

We built dens. We played with slime. We drew with chalk on the patio. We gave their toys a bubble bath. I made treasure hunts. We bought a big bottle of cola and some mentos for a “science experiment”. We played with flour on the floor, and we tried to make our own playdough from corn flour. I may have done a few bits with them pre-pandemic but since we’ve had to stay home my mind bank of “stuff to do with the kids” has grown considerably. I’m a bit ashamed that I ever thought staying home with my kids would be that unbearable. Sure, it is tough at times. Frank is so sick of walks the mention of the ‘w’ word has him kicking off, and there has been way, way too much time on screens. Some days I woke up and saw the day stretching before me like a mountain to climb and despaired. But it was fine. It is fine, really, isn’t it? Spending uninterrupted time with my kids while they are small and hilarious and annoying isn’t the worst thing ever. I just needed to step up my parenting game a bit, be more prepared, be more inventive (or, more accurately, be better at stealing other parent’s ideas). I’m a better parent for this.

It’s become a cliché now, but the pandemic has also made me grateful for a lot about my life. I’m thankful for my garden, my family, my health, and a million other things I had never truly appreciated before. On some level this reassessing of what is important has made me a better parent; the things I used to stress about seem so trivial now, and I can focus on the bigger picture a lot easier. The thing I’m most looking forward to once it’s safe is my kids playing with their cousins, ideally in the sunshine with a picnic. I would have never considered the ability to spend time with family to be a luxury. Now these moments, hopefully in the near future, will be instilled with extra significance.

We’re closer as a family because of the sheer amount of time we’ve spent together. The boys are much closer having been each other’s only playmates, and while they still like to wrestle and sharing is sometimes a challenge, there’s a real friendship there now. William in particular, who has grown up so much in a year, did that growing with his brother around a lot. My husband, working from home and having the boys around all the time, has spent so much more time with them (and me!) than he would have. I know he sees this extra time spent with his boys as a gift. I miss my extended family, and I miss my friends, but we’ve had lots of lovely time just us. Without the pressure to go out, do things, and see people we’ve had our own bubble and mostly its been great. And I feel very lucky to have had that time with them. Sometimes I wish I could have a wee in private, and I am so looking forward to dropping them off at my mums for some child-free time. And yet they also make me laugh every day, and its all going by so fast. This year has been an extraordinarily awful time for the world, but in my little corner down in Dorset I’m ultimately a better parent, and maybe even a better person.

Published by moonfacemum

Hello! I'm a mum of two boys, we live on the coast in Dorset, UK. When I'm not running around after the two rascals I help run our family business, a couple of bars. My days of 2am close downs and tequila shots are well behind me but I'm still partial to making margaritas in my kitchen.

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